"i did a sick, sick thing to my love."

Attention Attention! I have received my first letter via text message....
I would like to say that this is ok, but I want people to know one of the main reasons I started this project was to get people to write things out, to take time and what seems like more effort. I am a sucker for letters, and I feel there is a greater sense of introspection when someone writes me a letter and feels strong enough to mail it to me. All things considered, this person who texted me a letter will still have their voice be heard. I am open to multiple forms of receiving communication.
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dear wise old man,
this may be your first letter via text message. i hope it is. i ran into -------- ------ at a passion pit concert last night (or rather earlier this morning). we had a lengthy conversation outside after. id like you to respond before i send more so that i can be sure this letter is reaching you

[ME:]

more then? i was on aderall, which has similarities to ecstasy when used recreationally by those who are not a.d.d. the person i am now is not the person i was 3 years ago. she will always be the same person i think. she nearly cried while we were talking multiple times. i told her things that had happened to me after we broke up. the drugs, violence, dishonesty, theft, everything. its was harder telling those events to her then it was to my own dad.

[ME:]

she might still be living in the past. wishing that things hadnt changed. her pain is deep and she still hasnt forgiving me for actions that took place nearly a year ago. the little boy she loved and shared 2 years of her life with is gone, and he'll never be back.

i just hope she realizes this is for her own good eventually.


"i did a sick, sick thing to my love. i spread my misery and swallowed her up. and she got me high, and i hardly noticed there were tears in her eyes"

best wishes,

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