letttter

have been wanting to post all week but i have been wanting to find the right letter or at least the right parts of a letter. I am running our of usable letters, I have typed up or tasken pieces out of almost all the letters I have.

I still cannot get my camera to work for the life of me, so the art work will have to wait. (sorry)

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
so here is a condensed long letter
(is this whole condensing thing ok with people, do you guys want the whole letter, give me some feedback)


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I 'VE DECIDED THAT I'M NOT GOING TO GIVE INTO MY INSECURITIES ANYMORE.

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I know that this is the right place for me right now s, so I should just stop worrying about it. I realize that although juggleing school, work a relationship, and friends can be very difficult, it will be better in the end when I can do what I want.

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Listen to the song Shadows of Salford by the Doves. It's amazing.
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I want to be happy, I want to help people, but I feel like yet again I am in a waiting place.
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I definetely know that life can be depressing, lonely, confusing, and troublesome and what not. Do not fret because better times are around the corner even if it is a result of small like a smile or a song you once loved and now hear on the radio again. Just keep hanging in ther and know that hundereds of miles away you have a heart [sibling] who is truckin through life just like you.

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the begining is my favorite
it really is written in bold across the heading
that is what i call hope